On
chapter two, our narrator emphasizes his mental problems:"As a child of
seven or eight, already harboring the secrets of a confirmed
madman, I seemed even to her (who also was far from
normal)..." The pronoun refers to his grand-aunt, Baroness Bredow,
born Tolstoy, who brought him up and who taught him about the harlequins:
" I kept daydreaming in a most outrageous
fashion.
"Stop moping!" she would cry: "Look at the
harlequins!
"What harlequins?
Where?"
"Oh, everywhere. All
around you. Trees are harlequins, words
are
harlequins. So are situations and sums. Put two
things together--jokes,
images--and you get a triple
harlequin. Come on! Play! Invent the world!
Invent reality!"
I
did. By Jove, I did. I invented my grand-aunt in honor of my
first daydreams, and now, down the marble steps of memory's front porch,
here she
slowly comes, sideways, sideways, the poor lame
lady, touching each step edge with the rubber tip of her
black cane.
(When she cried out those four words,
they came out in a breathless dactylic line with a swift lispy
lilt, as if it were "lookaty," assonating with "lickety" and
introducing tenderly, ingratiatingly those
"harlequins" who arrived with festive force, the "bar"
richly stressed in a burst of inspired persuasion
followed by a liquid fall of sequin-like syllables).
The first references that came to my mind very
obviously derived from "Lolita" and "Ada".
Ada: Van "was found
worthy of being initiated in her web of wisdom. An individual’s life consisted
of certain classified things: ‘real
things’ which were unfrequent and priceless, simply ‘things’ which formed the
routine stuff of life; and ‘ghost things,’ also called ‘fogs,’ such as fever,
toothache, dreadful disappointments, and death. Three or more things occurring
at the same time formed a ‘tower,’ or, if they came in immediate succession,
they made a ‘bridge.’ ‘Real towers’ and ‘real bridges’ were the joys of life,
and when the towers came in a series, one experienced supreme rapture; it almost
never happened, though. In some circumstances, in a certain light, a neutral
‘thing’ might look or even actually become ‘real’ or else, conversely, it might
coagulate into a fetid ‘fog.’ When the joy and the joyless happened to be
intermixed, simultaneously or along the ramp of duration, one was confronted
with ‘ruined towers’ and ‘broken bridges.’
"
Lolita:
Part One, ch.one: "Lolita, light of my life, fire of my
loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three
steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee.
Ta."
So...????
Jansy